After yesterday's unexpected and sad news, today pretty much sucked. I'm trying to stay as focused as I possibly can, but it's difficult to feel the same amount of motivation that I had prior to yesterday. I know what I must do. I know I need to stay as focused as I possibly can, but right now I am cutting myself some slack. I still maintain a full schedule, but don't harp down on myself if I don't feel like finishing something. I put it aside, take a break, and return to it when I am ready. So far, it has helped.
As my motivation levels dip lower, I keep telling myself that she (my grandmother who passed away yesterday) is OK, that she would not want me to stop doing what I have come to love, and that the underlying challenge still remains: to live a healthier and fit life. This just all becomes a challenge within a challenge and with everyone's support that I have been receiving throughout the many social networks, I know I'll push through! With that being said, I want to thank each and everyone of you that have sent me your thoughts. I really appreciate, it has helped me tremendously and I am grateful to have people out there that care.
So today, as my day begins to slow down, I would like to dedicate this post to all of you that have taken time out of your lives to wish me well and send your thoughts. All of the ReTweets, the emails, and phone calls have been amazing!
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