Sunday, March 15, 2009

Day 9 Back Up

So I am already three days behind. It is extremely frustrating to know how far I have fallen behind. Everything that I am striving for has come crashing down to my feet. I really don’t want to give up. I refuse to give up. I need this and I want this so badly.

This afternoon I did the worst thing I could have possibly done. I went onto some of the other boot campers profiles and websites and I about puked. A lot of them are on top of everything and I am so far behind.

You know what!? I’m whining a lot. That is so sad! I can’t believe myself. I was just glancing over my past few days and all I red was whining and crying. OMG! That is not good.

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